Nobody has the body they want; it saddens me immensely that you feel shamed. As an aside, if they are really still growning and since you are beyond the age of consent, I wonder if there is a medical reason they are growing? A gynecologic endocrinologist (with a better bedside manner than the last creepy MDs you saw) may be able to help. Just a thought. Here is another thought: Four Eleanor Roosevelt quotes from a woman who fought for the right causes all of her life. The first quote applies especially to your situation>

Eleanor Roosevelt Quotes to Live By

“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”

“Do one thing every day that scares you.”

“Do what you feel in your heart to be right – for you'll be criticized anyway.”

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.”

Blessings, Peter